ellietron823

Writer's Block: That's a wrap!

2009-12-25T19:21:10Z

Do you have any holiday traditions that extend all the way back to childhood? How about family recipes? What are they?

The only tradition that ever seems to last is decorating cookies, other than that nope, there aren't even ornaments on the tree this year. :/
But Yeah even in England there will be cookie decorating.

ellietron823 @ 2009-12-24T23:11:00

2009-12-25T04:11:15Z

Evreyone is talking about miles apart from those they love at the holidays, or they talk about missing someone after a day. Honestly you don't know what missing someone is until they are 5,000 miles away have been since September 11th and wont be back until March 30th. I've been staring at a web cam for months, just be grateful for what you have and when you have it. That's what the holidays are all about, loving what you have. He told me earlier that if Christmas is supposed to be about those who you love then he should have taken a flight here instead of going home, but knowing March would be better he didn't. It's horrible not having him here, having a constant five hour time difference, I can't even pick up my phone and call him. It honestly tears me apart everyday, so what I am trying to say is, don't complain about everything, just be happy about the time you have.

ellietron823 @ 2009-12-23T23:22:00

2009-12-24T04:22:43Z

I may be able to just transfer to Polo in London, Automatic Job? How great would that be. :] I love how possible this really is.

ellietron823 @ 2009-12-21T22:47:00

2009-12-22T03:47:10Z

My rib cage has never felt so crushed, nor has my heart crumbled to easily.
I need March 30th. :/

ellietron823 @ 2009-12-21T17:01:00

2009-12-21T22:01:12Z

Have I really ruined Christmas?

The United Kingdom

2009-12-21T04:05:34Z

"You can go when you are 18, I wont sign your passport"

"Fine, I'll go when I'm 18, and you will have just torn us apart, instead of working together."

Yeah that's right I said it.

Believe me if you like.

2009-12-19T18:11:57Z

I have told her, go me!
She just needs to accept the fact that this is what I want to do, and then she will fully understand.
She left for Ohio at the same age, the only difference is that I would actually be attending college and be in a different country.
Work today, why do I feel as if I should be doing something?

All I have eaten today are reeses, the breakfast of champions. Thanks Dominique, ;]

ellietron823 @ 2009-12-15T22:08:00

2009-12-16T03:08:38Z

Ohh dearr, ohh dearrr, I don't know how to tell you with out you freaking out, but honestly this is what I plan to do, I am sorry if you won't be able to take that. .. I need to tell her this weekend. I can't keep this from her anymore. :/

ellietron823 @ 2009-12-13T01:15:00

2009-12-13T06:15:34Z

I need new music. I feel like I should expand. Know any good bands?

ellietron823 @ 2009-12-11T14:37:00

2009-12-11T19:37:11Z

HAHA, Josh if you found this, I commend you on your fruitless effort. :P

Ohh on antibiotics now! YAY!
I believe I can go back to school on Monday too.

OH! AND SAM IS BACK!! :D so that is what Saturday is for! :]

ellietron823 @ 2009-12-05T23:20:00

2009-12-06T04:21:02Z

I have decided. I have yet to tell my mother I have decided, but I have. I have decided to leave, I want to head off to London. I want to take my trip to Josh July 1st, and not book a return flight till easter. I want to be accepted to Kingston and live with Josh and all his scientist friends. I don't care if I'm off alone, because I really wont be, London has plenty of people. Honestly and I will have Josh, and that is really one of the only things I care about anymore. I see peoples rants on here about love, but is this the love you develop after a week or one you get from talking to someone for hours everyday, do they tell you that they believe in you? Do they tell you "yes, I feel that too."? or do they brush past it? He doesn't he sits here and he tells me, it's five thousand miles and he is unexplainably in love with me. Honestly it's kind of insane, the I want to fall asleep by your side and wake up to that smile of yours. Every fiber of my being tells me this is right, I don't need to go anywhere, I don't need to worry about anything. I have never been happier in my life, March 29th has never looked so good. I am more excited for it than the senior show, and that is big. If it weren't so personal I would put everything he ever says into here and stream it to my computerized memory for the rest of my life. Ahh, it seems like everyday this becomes more possible. Soon enough none of you will see me for three years, that is unless I take a trip home for the holidays.

Writer's Block: The Evolution of My Internet

2009-12-06T04:01:44Z

How has the Internet evolved to meet your needs since you started using it?

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Well this built in web cam over MSN lets me talk to Joshua. :]

Writer's Block: It's Never Too Early...

2009-11-23T19:52:08Z

Black Friday is the unofficial kickoff to the holiday shopping season. When are you planning on beginning your holiday shopping?

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Hahh, not on Black Friday, I work from 12pm to 7pm come to Polo and say hi if you'd like.

Writer's Block: Name your talent

2009-11-15T17:29:15Z

If you could have one extraordinary talent, what would you choose and why?

Submitted By blackhole12

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Honestly I would love to be as funny as this man,

Or just be able to draw and paint exactly as I see.

Writer's Block: Change is good

2009-11-05T01:16:19Z

If you could change one major thing about your life, whether a relationship, your job, your living situation, your school, etc., what would it be? Are you currently working toward a serious life transition?

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There are so many things that I want to change, I want to study abroad (and not just because of Joshua), I want to live up north, I want to know what is going on with my best friend, I want to be who I am and not worry how everyone is going to react. I am sick of the facade that I am dealing with, I mean I have to watch EVERYTHING I say around people and Ugh. I want to change the fact that Josh is 5,000 miles away, and I would change a lot of things. Lots of things, like I wish I hadn't screwed around with my grades, and the center, I don't think I've worked so hard in there as I had today. askjfhaldjkhdflgkjsdfjgh.

ellietron823 @ 2009-11-04T20:05:00

2009-11-05T01:07:53Z

Hello? "Yes this is Polo and we called to tell you not to come in today, we have low payroll, thank you."
Ugh, that's not good. I don't know what's been up with you lately, sometimes I think you hate me..

Writer's Block: Seeing stars

2009-10-27T23:51:19Z

Which character from any film, television show, or book would you most like to take on a date and why?

Submitted By blue_mariposa88

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Ed Westwick, WHY WOULDN'T YOU? HE IS GORGEOUS. Soo yeah.

Writer's Block: Take the pain away

2009-10-24T19:16:03Z

If you could say anything you want to the person who has hurt you most in life, what would it be? Did you ever confront them? Why or why not?

Submitted By secret_berry49

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If I could say anything to them? I loved you from the start. You lost that chance and I'm sorry. Stop fucking your life up, grow up. ..~~. Honestly I think you will still always be there floating inside my mind, yet you seem to never change, and I won't be waiting any longer.~~

ellietron823 @ 2009-10-22T16:13:00

2009-10-22T20:14:50Z

What is the matter? You've been distant for days.. I just don't know how to approach the subject...

AND YOU, You're in England.. that's 5,000 miles awaayyy...

ellietron823 @ 2009-10-18T01:50:00

2009-10-18T05:51:22Z

You leave my life just to show up again and again, what am I supposed to do? What do you want from me? You had your chance I left it out every night for how long?

ellietron823 @ 2009-10-10T21:43:00

2009-10-11T01:45:26Z

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Writer's Block: Job search

2009-10-09T02:16:44Z

Are you happy at your current job? Do you think there's such a thing as a dream job? What do you hope to be doing five or ten years from now? Are you working towards that goal?

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I FUCKING LOVE MY JOB. Seriously, Polo Ralph Lauren is amazing, just saying. ;]

I mean I want to be a writer, but right now I'm happy where I'm at.

Writer's Block: Who's your BFF?

2009-10-06T03:20:21Z

Who is your oldest friend (i.e., the friend you have known the longest)? How often do you see or talk to each other? Do your close friends tend to stay the same year after year or change over time?

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The person I have known the longest.. Well that's hard because I went to a school where everyone has grown up together till high school.. It would have to be Sam though. I can't recall a single day I haven't known that kid, all my childhood memories involve him or his mother in some way. From climbing trees to me hugging him good bye two months ago when he left for UNF, yeah there were some rocky parts in between, but in the end we spent basically all last summer together.
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Writer's Block: Sick day

2009-10-06T03:13:52Z

When you get sick, do you prefer to go it alone or be doted upon by a friend, partner, or parent? Do you usually go to work or school or stay home?

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Honestly I prefer to be alone or with a partner. My mother guilts me when I am sick. Friends are good to be around, I recall last time I was ill Dominique and Adam brought me wonton soup. :]

So Your about 5,000 miles away, and I miss you, and your amazing, and I don't know what to do, and there is him.. in the back of my mind, and how is this dating I can't even pick up a phone and call you, and I am so tired... and you'll never see anything I write..

ellietron823 @ 2009-10-01T22:42:00

2009-10-02T02:44:01Z

I could throw up at the site of you, I never thought one day you would make me sick, or shatter me like that.

All I can say is thank goodness for Josh.